Friday, April 13, 2018

Falling out of love

When you marry, it is best that you marry your best friend, your partner, your lover, and your King.
I am not writing as a jaded or bitter women, I am writing with the full understanding, acceptance and responsibility of my decision to marry a man who I recognized was broken and damaged.  I chose him because I was broken and damaged and we were miserable together.  My outlook is very different at this time because I grew to be compassionate and sympathetic with time. Don't think that there were not epic battles which have left us scared,  Eventually we learned to grow in love and understanding with years of therapy and spiritual intervention,  I have accepted my culpability in the dysfunction of the marriage however lost respect in the process.  As I come to terms with the finality of my marriage, I wish he finds the void I could not fill, I wish him unconditional love. 
I look forward to the new chapter in my life, a refresh in all the subjects I placed on hold.  I am so
excited to get a second chance to do a makeover of my life and my relationships with my children and people that were left behind.