I have been through a series of really hurtful events from people who were suppose to be my biggest supporters and alias. I have not discussed this because I thought I was going through the motions of healing and not face the pain and heal through it. I carry my pain like a back pack and at a drop of a dime those wrongs haunt me. I loved so profoundly that I never imagined the pain it would feel to be betrayed, I did it for me and not the other person. I trusted with out limits. Now, all I do is question and it breaks my heart because it has changed me and I hate it. Making peace has become so difficult for me, I am still so angry, disappointed, bitter, hurt and can't seem to get passed all the pain. My process is going to be a slow and a lot of work, I am willing to do the work so I can become the person God wants me to be.
"Forgiveness is not about the person that wronged you"
@Diana Moore
I thank God for the special people who I can truly depend on and who love me unconditionally.
